OOC
So this is the end of my journey in OCS i guess... I went for the performance review board...had an interview with Colonel Ong...well much as i thought...or expected...it wasnt an interview... It was more like an interrogation. Its ever since i misfired..the amount of shit i have been dealing with from the instructors was hell. This is a vicious place whereby they dont give a chance for the mistakes u made. Its like one misfire and u are condemned. Well i thought to myself fine...if thats the way, then i should just take it. Actually, i feel happy to leave this place...but sad that i let my parents down... i wanted them to see me getting commissioned on the parade square.. Guess it wont happen.
Plus...all my friends whom had faith in me..i've let them down. Its a shame lah...but hopefully i gain something from this and i hope i made the right decision. Besides...the school instructor is really a turn off...cant stand his fucking attitude. My PC, CPT Jason hasnt been a great help too. Hes damm sacarstic when we ask him for help...plus my instructors...Sigh...anyways...a new beginning. i still have 1 and a half years more to clear. So i hope i can just breeze by these. Now my only worry is about my application to the university...hows it gonna affect my chances.
Feel kinda sian that i am leaving this place...but i dont know...its been...somewhat fun lah. Hopefully i get to go home soon...Now i'm able to do something more useful instead of chiong-suaing up a stupid hill or something.