The End of a Chapter...N the start of another.

At last...i am a medic to be...did i tell u i got posted to e medic course btw?....Anyways...today was our graduation...Finally the end of a chapter...and the start of another. The end of trainee life, end of instructors feeding you with a spoon. Its real now, whatever we do.. Be it going for cover for a simple exercise to a rescue mission, its real time now.

It sort of dawned on me that this was gonna happen...Responsibilities..What makes it worse is that its gonna be lives I'll be dealing with. Hopefully i wont get to confront such cases, however if i do... I wanna make sure i'll be prepared for it.

I was kinda sad to leave the friends i made the past 9 weeks...though we werent really the best of friends, it was still fun to have them around. I guess we didnt go through enough hardship like the ones me and my other friends from OCS did..

Some sort of remorse had came into me too because i felt that the pride wasnt there anymore..Hopefully I can get an 8 - 5 vocation =X The rest of them will be commissioned in 2 wks time...8th sept...1 year exactly after i enlist...After this...1 more year until i fuck off and get to uni!