Lady dies..
She just past away not too long ago...
i just had dinner and wanted to check on the birds to see how they were doing...i suddenly heard Grey making alot of noise...and i saw lady in a position that she wasnt supposed to be in...i gave the cage a little shake...no movement...i knew that she past away.
Her legs were slanted and giving way...and i saw the damaged eye of hers...i stood there for a moment staring with disbelief and grief...I felt so sad and sorry for her and i felt bad as well...she died in her cage...which i dont want it to be...
I brought the cage into the kitchen and put it down there again and stared at her...my heart started to feel heavy... My dad told me to put her in a bag and throw her away... I took a yellow plastic bag and reached for her gently... I felt so sad when i was holding her...usually when i hold her like that she would start to bite because she didnt like her wings to be in the grasp of my hand. This time, no retaliation....I wished she could have bite me...No matter the pain...i wished she were there to bite me....
I turned her around...saw her good eye was open...she was smiling...at me...i was reminded about the old times when she loved coming out of the cage to walk around the house. I stared at the eye one last time...till i closed it...It was difficult to close her eye...Closed once...it opens up...till i held it down...i saw a clear liquid coming out through her nose...I dont know why she died....I dont think my maid had fed her the antibiotics though she said she died...so yea...i dont know.
I dont know what to say already...just that well its prolly my fault because i dont have enough time to spend with her...only at night...It saddens me deeply that she has to go...and i hope God takes her in heaven.
She has been so obedient thoughout her stay with us...and lovable too...its really a loss esp for me....cuz i am more attached to her than any other member of my family...
I am sorry that I wasnt there to spend time with you when u needed attention Lady...Pls forgive me.
I think Grey must be wondering whats happening to her now...Or hes prolly griefing.
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