Its over...

Its over...i didnt expect this...its over between Juli and me...But WHY?! cant she just have a little more faith in this...that it will work?! I mean why does some guy just come in and talk to her till 6 in the morning and she goes with him?! What the FUCK DID I DO?!...

This is pretty deep....i wanted us to work...i WANTED US TO WORK!!!!!!...WHY IS ALL THESE HAPPENING?!....

sometimes i feel that its so fucked up to face this kinda situation. I cant do anything also...its her choice....I CANT FUCKING DO ANYTHING!!!!!!

One moment we are going on so smoothly..she sent me a bday card and all...and i was so happy...i really didnt expect this to fucking happen...its all too fucking fast. Its not that we really argued or anything..i just didnt message her because she had exams and stuff...and she said she had to study everytime i messaged her...so what the fuck is this?!

Why?....just tell me fucking why...