Reflecktions2
I guess maybe theres a turning point at everyone's life. Some lucky ones hit the straight road...some, curvy and wavy...for me...i feel that i have screwed up most of it.
The biggest issue for me now is not being accepted into the uni... Theres always a chance to appeal, but i am unsure of where it would land me still. Personally i feel that i didnt take the right approach from start. If i had join a CCA, and strived at it...Probably...i might get in.
I chose work....But still...i somehow cannot bring myself to regret what i have done...Because its also a fruitful experience. I met loads of successful people...I am able to get what i want quickly and stuff like these...
I been to the talk from NTU....its really fascinating to see what the students do there....WOW could u believe a underwater robot swimming?...Sounds nerdy...but ever wondered...the aircon...or whatsoever appliance used is made by engineers?...Nerds dont use the TV do they?
Another thing maybe i learnt is not to be too callous (Not sure if its the word)...but anyways...i just feel really lousy about things going on right now...NTU....that girl...everything lah .... it sucks.
Maybe i am not cut out for a girl... I just cant stand that kinda feeling when being told sorry we dont work out...or something like that. Its like....gosh...any guy or girl could feel that. And the thing is...instead of taking it casually...i bottle it up. And feel F**ked up all over.
Letting go is better...but sometimes...i feel for the NTU case...i cannot stop trying. I dont want some stupid CCA or something ruining my chances to enter.
Passion drives oneself to commit...
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